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[05 Feb 2004|02:36pm]
A B0NERFIED CONE (2:35:29 PM): so i told her that she looks like jonothan davis
Sk8terboyrocks (2:35:34 PM): HAHAHAHAHA
Sk8terboyrocks (2:35:37 PM): DUDE
Sk8terboyrocks (2:35:41 PM): thats sooo true
Sk8terboyrocks (2:35:46 PM): old nasty davis tho
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[05 Feb 2004|02:04pm]
add my new journal : xfromtheashesx
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[25 Jan 2004|11:51pm]
do i even have anything to be paranoid about?
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[25 Jan 2004|10:06pm]
Forecast : Well, the first true snowstorm of the year is coming, and finally, after over a month of absense, my "beloved" weather forecasts are back... I have changed the format of my forecasts... I have taken away some of the technical shit that only a smart A+ student like me can understand, and made it all a little more user friendly. ENJOY!

Tonight : Increasing clouds, a chance of flurries or snow shows. Lows between 0 and 5. Light Wind

Monday : Cloudy with snow developing in the afternoon. The first of two snowstorms start to impact us. Up to 1 inch of accumulation by evening. High near 15. Light Wind

Monday Night : Snow becoming heavy at times, then tapering off for a period of time before starting up again during the early morning hours. This is the lull between the two systems. Accumulations could be from 1 to 3 inches from the first burst of snow. The second burst will be more intense and last longer. Lows around 15. Winds around 10MPH

Tuesday : Heavy Snow. Dangerous Driving Conditions. Accumulations between 4 and 8 inches. This could change if the storm track changes. Highs in the lower 20s. Winds around 10MPH.

Tuesday Night : Snow likely, heavy at times. Becoming windy. Dangerous Driving Conditions continue. Additional accumulations of between 3 and 6 inches, although as mentioned before, this could go up or down depending on the storm track. Lows between 15 and 20. Winds increasing to 15 to 30MPH.

Wednesday : Snow ending late in the morning. Total snow accumulations 9 to 18 inches. Overall forecast can change dramatically depending on the storm track. Highs in the upper 20s.

Wednesday Night : Partly cloudy and Windy. Lows 15 to 20.

Thursday : Partly Sunny. Highs in the mid 30s.

Thursday Night : Snow possibly developing by midnight as another snow storm may develop. Lows 15 to 20.

Friday : Snow possible. Highs in the lower 30s.

Friday Night : Snow possible. Lows near 20.

Saturday : Snow possible. Highs in the lower 30s.

Saturday Night : Partly Cloud. Lows near 10.

Sunday : Partly sunny with snow possible in the afternoon, as ANOTHER storm system may impact us. Highs in the lower 30s.


SNOW DAYS
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Monday looks to be no problem for the morning or afternoon commute to and from school, so the appending snow storm will not affect us tomorrow.
Tuesday and Wednesday are greatly threatened, and a snow day does look possible if now likely for both of these days. Delays at least
Friday, we may be impacted by another snowstorm, so we may have delays or closings on Friday.
Another snow storm may be on the horizon for Sunday Night and Monday, but that is still far away.
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[13 Dec 2003|02:38pm]
Forecast :

Big snow and ice storm for New Milford Sunday and Monday!
It will start between noon and 3PM Sunday, and total accumulations are expected to be between 8 and 14 inches.
IFER PLEASE BE SAFE! <3

Saturday : Mostly Sunny and Cold. Highs in the lower 30s. Light wind

Saturday Night : Increasing high clouds. Low in the upper 20s. Light Wind.

Sunday : WINTER STORM WARNING. Snow developing by early afternoon. Snow may mix with sleet at times. Heavy at times. Increasing Winds. Snow accumulations 4 to 6 inches. High in the lower 30s. Winds increasing to 20 to 25MPH.

Sunday Night : Snow, sleet, and freezing rain. Heavy at times. Primary precip should be snow and sleet, but can not rule out freezing rain. Windy. Low in the mid 20s. Winds 25 to 35MPH. Additional accumulation 4 to 6 inches.

Monday : Snow, sleet, and freezing rain, changing to all snow, ending around midday. Windy. High in the lower 30s. Winds 25 to 35MPH, gusting to over 40MPH. Total storm accumulation 8 to 14 inches. Possibly up to half an inch of ice!

Tuesday : Mostly sunny with increasing clouds later. High around 40.

Tuesday Night : Snow, Sleet, and Freezing Rain developing. Lows in the upper 20s.

Wednesday : Snow, sleet, and freezing rain, changing to all rain. High in the upper 30s.

Wednesday Night : Rain changing back to freezing rain and snow. Low in the mid 20s.

Thursday : Snow ending early. Becoming partly sunny. High in the upper 30s.

Thursday Night : lingering snow showers. Low in the mid 20s.

Friday : Partly Sunny. High in the upper 30s.


SCHOOLS : It is looking more and more likely that schools will be forced to CLOSE on Monday. Very icy and stormy conditions expected all morning, in addition to everything that would have already fallen. Another day I would NOT recommend driving. Also, could see delays and closings Wednesday, depending on when everything changes to rain.

ROADS : Roads will likely become snow and ice covered beginning from 3PM to 5PM Sunday. These conditions will deteriorate all day and night, and into part of Monday. MAJOR ICING POSSIBLE
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[12 Dec 2003|03:42am]
Weather :

Friday - Partly Cloudy and breezy. Some flurries may work there way in. High 37 to 42. Winds dimishing through the day, from 20 to 30MPH to 15 to 20MPH. Low 15 to 20.

Saturday - Mostly Sunny and cold. High struggling to reach freezing. Light Winds. Low 10 to 15.

Sunday - A winter storm moves in. Snow will begin by early afternoon. There's a 50/50 chance of precip turning to sleet, freezing rain, and perhaps rain at some point during this storm. We may me just inland enough, though, for much of the precip to be frozen, maybe even all of it. And if we get mostly snow, it looks like it will be significant. At this point, I think 3 to 6 inches is a safe bet, and I'd look for significant icing for Monday Morning... or significant snowfall. Low 25 to 30.

SCHOOL : At this point, it looks like a snow day is possible, to tell you the truth... its probable if the models are right about this system. Monday there is a 70% chance of a snow day... Tuesday, may also be effected, and has about a 30% chance of being a snowday... but probably a delay at least. Also, it looks like another potential for a snow day exists on Thursday, as another winter storm moves in.

Monday - Snow, Sleet, Freezing Rain, and/or rain... changing to all snow. High 35 to 40. Increasing Winds. Low 20 to 25

Tuesday - Snow ending early in the morning. Significant leftover ice possible. Becoming partly sunny PM. High in the lower 40s. Low in the mid 20s.

Wednesday - Partly Sunny with increasing clouds as the next storm rushes in. Snow developing at night. High in the upper 30s. Low in the Lower 30s.

Thursday - Snow, sleet, freezing rain, and rain. High in the upper 30s.
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[07 Dec 2003|12:58am]
The Blizzard, again
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Let me put this honestly... the intensity of this storm has crossed the line of being just a really big storm, and it being almost disturbing. I don't know what it is like at your house... but the combination of the wind, the heavy snow, and the weight on the tree branches has begun to break them. Not just a couple, but i am hearing loud cracking of branches every 10 to 15 seconds. You know, this storm hadn't been ALL that bad from Friday Night into Saturday Night... we had a good 4 or 5 inches of snow. Then at about 2:30PM, suddenly, out of nowhere, this huge burst of incredibly heavy snow and high winds created what truely identifies a blizzard. It took me an hour to drive the 3 miles from my house to dominos, and even Domino's was forced to shut down at 5:45PM. Between 3PM and now (1AM), we now have 15 inches of snow on the ground. Moderate snow and high winds will continue for the next few hours, giving us another 2 to 4 inches. When you wake up in the morning, do not be surprised if it is still snowing, it will most likely be light and about to end by that point. But what you will notice is likely to be 18? 19? 20 inches of snow? Not out of the question. It is going to be quite a sight. Be advised that plows are only attending highways until 8AM, which means many roads will have a massive amount of snow on them during the morning. Driving should wait until the afternoon, and there is no garentee things will completely improve by even then. Let me just say, it is not very often you'll see storms like this, i think everyone is with me on what i am about to say, and that is i hope this isn't a true sign of the winter to come. Statistically though, 70% of the time, storms of this magnitued so early in the season was the beginning of very harsh seasons.

So prepare your cars, cuz i don't want nobody dying
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[05 Dec 2003|11:52pm]
Blizzard
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Blizzard Warnings have now been issued for much of Connecticut... although we are still under a Winter Storm Warning, Blizzard Conditions are LIKELY. Snowfall totals in new milford will be from 12 to 18 inches... but I would not at all be suprised for higher amounts, 2 feet IS a possiblity. Winds will become strong Saturday and Sunday, creating whiteout conditions at times. Snowfall rates will be anywhere from 1 to 3 inches an hour. This will make shoveling and driving impossible at times. The snow will come to an end sometime early Sunday, and we may even see some sunshine late Sunday.

All in all, it appears the two storms will collide off of the NJ coast, and explode into a major storm. It will strengthen as it moves northeastward, which means things will only get worse and worse until the storm passes. Even after it passes, snow will likely wrap around the back side of the storm and provide us with an additional few inches of snow late Saturday Night.

I say again, DO NOT DRIVE ON SATURDAY UNLESS YOU ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO.

Roads WILL be snow-covered, even major roads like Route 7, 202, and 67... and they will remain that way until the bulk of the snow lets up. This should occure sometime between 6 and 10PM Saturday.

By the way... not to brag or anything, but if you read these forecasts, I actually predicted this storm more than a week ago... in the field of weather, which is probably one of the most difficult things on the planet to predict, I am quite suprised I had such a good handle on this snow storm. Biggest mistake was that at first I thought it would hit us on December 1st... it waited a couple more days, but it still hit.

haha, ya, im a total nerd... yo

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[05 Dec 2003|01:59am]
This is no longer a journal, like I said, I don't have one... I undeleted this journal for one simple thing, and that is to write my forecasts, because that is what i do best on a professional level, and I think you all would get alot more useful info out of them than those fag weathermen on the news. *talk to the hand TV Weatherman*

so anyway... here's the deal on this snowstorm
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For the past 24 hours, computer models have been doing exactly what I had predicted and what they did all last winter. Their 48-72 hour out forecasts had them too far south and not with as much intensity, and then with a measily 12 to 24 hours left, they finally agreed on it being a major winter storm for the northeast.
With this Winter Storm, that glitch has not been fixed... for the past 24 hours, comnputer models have molded a once weak looking (possibly no show) winter storm, if even that... into a major winter storm, in which can bring us up to and has potential to give us over a foot of snow. A quickly strengthening storm is tearing through the midwest, and at the same time a coastal storm has already begun to form off the East Coast. The coastal low will be weak, at first, and will impact us with light snow starting sometime in the afternoon or evening on Friday. As the storm from the midwest speeds in, it will nearly, if not collide with the coastal storm. If it does not collide, energy from the midwestern low will transfer into a new low off of the east coast, providing us with a classic nor'easter. With this scenario, you can expect 8 to 12 inches of snow statewide, although New Milford may be on the low end of that scale dude to its reletive position to the storm. If these storms collide, a HUGE snowstorm will blow up, and effect us until Sunday Night... and snow totals would be approaching a foot and a half to two feet if this occured. The current thinking is that the first scenario is the most likely. Either way, we will experience a major snow storm, and it will last until at least Saturday Night once it started sometime Friday. Strong winds will also form during the day on Saturday. The bulk of the winds, and snow alike are expect to be between 3AM and 5PM Saturday. This gives us the risk of having near blizzard conditions at times. In edition, we will be under a very cold airmass. Saturday, highs will struggle to reach the mid 20s. All in all, this first winter storm of the season has a good chance of being a wopper.

What to expect :
at least 6 inches of snow, likely more
winds sustained at 30MPH with higher gusts
Bitter cold Saturday
Heavy snow Saturday
Ending late Saturday or Early Sunday

These are almost definate... but the situation has the potential of being much worse.

DO NOT DRIVE ON SATURDAY, if you absolutely must drive, it should be in a four wheel drive viechle.

But TRUST ME, you will be putting yourself in danger if you drive on Saturday, especially if you are unexperienced.

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Stephanie Heather Cone [04 Dec 2003|01:01am]
[ mood | lonely ]

My sister, Tabitha, REALLY pisses me off!!!

Today she was SCREAMING at my youngest sister, who i love very dearly, Stephanie, who recently turned 11... some of what she said included the following (and this has been said over and over to her by Tabitha)
"You're pretty on the outside but your UGLY on the inside! Stop acting like your somebody cuz YOUR NOT! And you'll never be anybody the way you are, you're just gonna end up like Chris!"

That's really all I heard... then silence, broken by Stephanie coming into my room crying. God, her heart is too young to be broken, I see it in her eyes every day, bashing after bashing... she's so bright, her eyes have such a sparkle, and she has to be stuck in this dead end family with a controlling abusive sister and a brother who's always in trouble... god I feel bad for her. She cried on me, and cried, and cried. I told her not to listen to what Tabitha told her, and then he shocked me by asking "why shouldn't i, what if she's right?"

I kissed her on the forhead, and told her that she's 11 years old, and has already managed to achieve more than I ever even dreamed of achieving at her age. She flies through school like it's nothing, she makes friends left and right because she's always trying to help, and somehow she has the ability to ignore my wrongs, and still idolize me.

I try so hard to be a good brother, how I worry about her future years, especially when she gets to be like 15 or 16... what will she do? what paths will she take?

it is hard to ignore what I have done in my teenaged years, she looks up to me so much... will she become a chronic pothead and be running from police like I was? Will she give up on her future and fall into a life of dismay, like I did for so long?

I try to teach her and make sure she knows I'm always there for her, and I try to lead her away from my mistakes, but then Tabitha comes in and bashes all her hopes and dreams.

Stephanie wants to become a musician, she practices on my drumset quite often.... that is something I really can help her with, and I will....

i am so proud of her, she's a 11 year old genius.... sometimes I find it hard not to go up and beat the shit out of Tabitha... i don't give a fuck what anyone says about me, but when I see her put down Stephanie, it drives me crazy.

but i guess the important thing is.... no matter what Stephanie chooses to do, I will be behind her 100%. If she comes to me someday and tells me she's smoking pot, I'll probably yell at her a bit, but also reason with her... because I FUCKING UNDERSTAND!

and Stephanie is growing up with MUCH less than me and Tabitha did... our family is much less financially stable than it was when it was just me and Tab growing up.

I feel so bad... it should be me growing up with so little, and Stephanie should be in college by now.... instead of me blowing all my opportunities and being a sad sorry of a bitch of a human being.

Life is fucked up

I am such a bad role model, but I'm her biggest role model.... I have always tried to live up to the name.... maybe I've done a good job? I mean she really is an amazing person, especially for only being 11 years old... but I can not help but to think that I have been way too negative in so many ways to be a good role model.

and she loves Ifer so much, she like see Ifer as a queen of mine, it's SO CUTE! She's like "Ifer wears cool cloths, can you get some like that for me?"

hmmm.... Ifer I think it's time for you to educate her with Alice in Chains

Haha she also told me I'd make a good daddy

I really want to make a good father someday, I want to be everything most parents aren't. Fun, understanding, liberal, and most of all... you will NEVER EVER hear me put any kid (or wife, for that matter) of mine down, for anything! If I get angry, I will always try to take it out posetively... punishments will be somewhat harsh, but not unfair or hurtful.

why am i even talking about this?
am i growing up?

god... i am... i'm growing up

one thing is for sure... I LOVE LOVE LOVE STEPHANIE!

and by the end of the hour and a half that me and stephanie sat on my couch in a cuddle, she was smiling, and her eyes were sparkling again.

:)

at least I've done SOMETHING right today

I <3 MY LIL SIS!

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[04 Dec 2003|12:11am]
heaven beside you

Be what you wanna be
See what you came to see
Been what you wanna be
I don't like what I see

Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you ...Hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you ...Hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Put heaven beside you
Hell within
And you think you have it still, heaven inside you

So there's problems in your life
That's fucked up
And I'm not blind
I'm just see-through
Faded
Super jaded
And out of my mind

Do what you wanna do
Go out and seek your truth
When I'm down and blue
Rather be me than you

Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you ...Hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you ...Hell within
Like the winter will
Heaven beside you ...Hell within
And you wish you had it still, heaven inside you

So there's problems in your life
That's fucked up
But you're not blind
You're just see-through
Faded
Overrated
And out of your mind

Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you ...Hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you ...Hell within
Like the winter will
Heaven beside you ...Hell within
And you know you have it still, heaven inside you

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love, hate, love

I tried to love you I thought I could
I tried to own you I thought I would
I want to peel the skin from your face
Before the real you lays to waste

You told me I'm the only one
Sweet little angel you should have run
Lying, crying, dying to leave
Innocence creates my hell

Cheating myself still you know more
It would be so easy with a whore
Try to understand me little girl
My twisted passion to be your world

Lost inside my sick head
I live for you but I'm not alive
Take my hand before I kill
Still love you, I still burn

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sea of sorrow

Mind, of destructive taste
I choose...to stroll amongst the waste
That was your heart
Lost in the dark
Call off the chase

Walls of thought, strong and high
As my castle crumbles with time...
I think of you
Oh, yes I do
Such a crime

You opened fire...and your mark was true
You opened fire...aim my smilin' skull at you
You opened fire...
I live tomorrow, you I'll not follow
As you wallow in a sea of sorrow

Lines cut across my face
Why you laugh at my disgrace
I'll never know
How far to go
To reach that place

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bleed the freak

My cup runnet over
Like blood from a stone

These stand for me
Name your god and bleed the freak
I like to see
How you all would bleed for me

When the pig runs slower
Let the arrow fly
When the sin lies bolder
I'll pluck out thine eye

If you scorn my lover
Satan got your thigh
If you steal in hunger
I will kick you when you try
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[03 Dec 2003|11:34pm]
haha i LOVE the Simpsons

"remember the 50s, television, and dick clark"

homer : *gasp* I REMEMBER TELEVISION!

and now Lenny is trying to find the guys bathroom but both are girls....

hahaha oh man

"CALIFORNIA HERE WE COME!!!"

"its not a real car grampa"


Homer : Oh don't try and get me on that dance floor, no dancing for me... if i have to get a divorce i will *angry tone*


"well i have never seen such disregard from a husband for his wife... YOU JUST WON YOURSELF A MOTORCYCLE"

homer : finally i have won the respect of my fellow ma...... GET AWAY FROM MY MOTORCYCLE!

hell yes! this makes me happy

and if it doesn't make YOU happy, then you aren't worthy of the simpsons motherfaqoo!
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[03 Dec 2003|11:18pm]
I'm shutting down for tonight, I'm just gonna sit back, watch TV, vegitate, and go to sleep.

Today was a bad day, and like always I made it worse than it had to be.

I'm such a fucking moron
and I feel so guilty

i hate this feeling, why do i bring it apon myself?

ugh....

perhaps tomorrow will be a better day

maybe i'll learn how to be perfect

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[03 Dec 2003|06:39pm]
I just realised that one of the kids that died was Miranda's brother... :(

I feel so bad, the other night I was like talking to her like nothing happened, I knew his name sounded familiar.

I'm gonna write her an email.... i hope she's alright, she was one of my best friends for quite a while.


as for me, I'm an idiot... that is all.

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[03 Dec 2003|03:25pm]
Update on the appending possible Winter Storm
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Computer models are still in disagreement of how to forecast this storm. All models agree that wherever this storm forms, it will be big, and some places will recieve significant snowfall. At this time, all computer models agree that temperatures will be cold enough for the New Milford area to recieve mostly snowfall. What they don't agree on is the position, and where some of the elements will come together. All last winter, snow storms generally ended up further north and with more intensity than the computer models forecasted. Official forecasts for this winter, and this storm, are taking that fact into consideration. 2 of the 3 major models predict this storm will be a moderate snowstorm for us, which is usually between 3 and 6 inches of snow. However, the other model predicts a cyclone moving up from the Carribean sea and colliding with the low pressure center which is already developing in the nation's midland, creating a huge storm and heavy snowfall for our area. Confidence in the official forecast still is only at about 40%. The timing right now is for snow to break out in the region Friday Afternoon. Snows will start out light and gradually intensify through the day of Friday. The bulk of this storm looks to effect us late Friday into Saturday, when we could see heavy snowfall and a good likelyhood of windy conditions. Snow is expected to continue into Sunday, but the question is how long will the HEAVY snowfall last. If the worse case scenario occurs, we could see a big snowstorm with snowfall approaching 8 to 12 inches. There is a slight chance, however, that this storm could almost completely miss us, giving us very little and possible NO precipitation. In all reality, a confident forecast probably will not be possible until late on Thursday, so as of right now, I will lean towards the more conservetive forecasts, giving us light snowfall on friday, moderate snowfall (3 to 6 inches) on saturday, and winding up as snow showers on Sunday.

What to expect if you are going to school : On Friday, it appears snow will start after the morning commute, so right now I don't expect any delays or cancellations. However, snowfall may begin before the afternoon commute home from school, therefor there is a slight chance that school may be let out early. However, new milford high school already has half days, so earlier dismissals than those already schedules are unlikely. School will probably make it through without being effected. Of course this could change if the storm gets here ahead of schedule, and like I keep on saying, confidense in the forecast is quite low.

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[03 Dec 2003|03:02am]
im sorry, i really do get carried away sometimes

what is a guy like me to do?
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[03 Dec 2003|01:56am]
[ mood | guilty ]

I keep thinking about thanksgiving... I was with the italian-side of the family... the whole day was just so wierd

it seemed like at every thing i said, they tried to throw a counter, and say I was wrong. We got into a very deep political discussion, and at first it was unpleasant. I hate how ill take all my knowledge and say something really deep and intellegent about any given thing, and they'll fucking come back and put me down. Somehow, by the end, I had the upper hand, for once my family was fucking listening to me, they even asked to see a picture of my girlfriend! They've never ever given a shit about anyone I've gone out with, so I showed them, haha my grandma said she looked like someone she saw in a porno she took away from my uncle when he was younger. Hehe this is not suprising, my ifer is far more beautiful than most of those dirty skanks anyway! And then my great aunt and great uncle were like "oh my god chris, maybe we'll be able to get some spark back in the family with you two!" I was just like "uhh okay, this is rather odd, you never agnowledged my girlfriends before and now you're talking like Ifer is IN the family."

I had a deep conversation with my cousin... she talks WAAAAAYYYYYY too much, but I LOVE HER... and she really a victim of my oppressing family.

I miss my grandfather and great grandmother, I really do, the family was so much more stable and free then.

But anyway, yeah.... i heard the family talking about me when I was playing with my little sister. They were like "whats gotten into chris? hes got a job, a good looking girlfriend, and everything he says actually makes sense for once!"
i kind of laughed at this... if what i say is making sense to them, im not sure if thats a good thing?

hahaha


everything that has happened with my family lately is adding so much stress, everyone is depending on me to turn the family around, like I'M the only one they think can do it or something.

I don't want to be that large in life yet, and I certainly don't want to bring Ifer into that mix right now either. Some day, though, some day... I will turn this family around, I'll raise a liberal family, with freedom, and rights, and smash the ignorant sexism against females it has.

"You're not allowed to live on your own until your married"
thats a general rule for girls in my exterior family.

I am so glad i live an hour and a half away. when i was younger, tho, trust me... i did fall victim. it was not until i was 14 or so that i bailed out completely.

But yeah, thanksgiving... i actually finished one step ahead of those fucks. Maybe it'll continue on xmas?

On a completely unrelated note, ifer just reminded me about something.... WHERE IS HER FUCKING BIRTHDAY PRESENT!?!?!?

im about to just give up on ebay and go out and buy her something directly.... yes, thats exactly what ill do

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[03 Dec 2003|01:35am]
man im such a dumbass.... i wrote like 10 journal entries tonight, but decided to only leave 2 of them from the fate of deletion... this is probably a good thing, however, cuz my emotions when im upset would only cause damage.

woah, did i just say that?

i guess i have learned something
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[03 Dec 2003|12:51am]
ps - i wrote a journal entry earlier tonight addressed to everyone but without names written... i've decided to delete it, cuz its still too dangerous to certain people's privacy. besides it was basically advice ive already given
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adorable. its the only word. [01 Dec 2003|07:52pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i'm on the phone with jamie and he's making me smile
he's so cute
:P
and now he's playing FAGGOT!!!yeeey
<3






ugh. i.hate.my.nose.
it hasn't stopped running in like weeks and it needs to die.
stupid jewish nose.





flipper is having random pains.
that's not good.
NOT NOW UTERUS!! NOT NOW FOR THE LOVE OF SATAN!
lol






tomorrow me and sarah and possibly raff are driving to trash.
sweet.
i'm going to have a little chat with that dead kennedys roadie... how i would love to have coffee with that man, he probably has some awesome stories...
:(




CATE COME'S BACK WEDNESDAY!!!YEEEEEY!
well, technically tomorrow, but i won't see her until wednesday.. i'm excited.
:)





yea ok. WHY THE FUCK WAS IT SNOWING
I HATE SNOW SO MUCH!!!!!! AHHH! FUCKING WHITE FLAKES THAT MAKE CARS GO OUT OF CONTROL!!!!!!! GODDAMMIT!
i was yelling in my car on the way home from school.
i don't want to drive in snow. my car has 4 wheel drive, but still... SNOW NEEDS TO JUST NOT EXIST ANYMORE...

i'm so jealous.. its fucking 80 degrees in florida where my taquito queen is. but soon she will be back here, in crappy ol' connecticut where the snow is just begining.... MWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!




i've officially decided (and with some help from jamie) that i'm going to write the lyrics to 'sad but true' on my new cd book.
my last one was crappy, but this one will be beautiful.

and if you don't like it, you can just kiss my ass.





chris is at work and i'm waiting for him to come home and talk to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
gah.
i'm so bored.


AND IT TURNS OUT I DID MEET HIM LIKE 2 YEARS AGO.. or something like that... cause occasionally me and my friend wendy would be in his lunch and we would sit with Renee Van Orden, and he didn't know who we were and we were always quiet and he used to be like "WHY DON'T YOU GUYS EVER TALK!?"

so turns out i did technically meet him because i somewhat remember that. and i remember renee introduced us to everyone at the table....


that's funny.

if only i was more outgoing in those days...

i would have known him all this time....




jenn. you are a dumbass.






ok. i'm done.
bye everyone!
.:waves:.

<3ifer<3

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